I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim 💕#im14 #andlisteningtoBMTH #imonlycutewithmyglasseson #whatisstudying?
And if it makes you feel better, I’ll be on my way. And all this time I sit around and think, but there’s nothing to say.
When people ask about it and I smile and say “nothing”, it’s not because it wasn’t a big deal or I’m over it. It’s just that I don’t want to talk about it. I had to live through it, and that was painful enough.
It’s funny how the one thing in my life that is supposed to make me feel empowered and elite and bring me all of the confidence in the world is actually the one thing that makes me feel more like an insignificant human being than anything. It’s supposed to mean something to be Greek isn’t it? Doesn’t being an ADPi mean that I’m one of the best? Well, then why does being Greek make me feel so disgusting and small? I know what my letters mean, and I have nothing but respect for them, but as of late, my school’s Greek life system isn’t something that I can say the same for. What if I don’t have a home in my letters anymore?
We were never meant to fall in love, but to instead live our entire lives believing that we could have; under the right circumstances, in a different life, if time would have been more kind to us, insert additional cliche here, etc. You will always be my what if, my what could have been, my almost lover. I say this now because I have found true love in someone else, and now know that I never loved you, and from this point on, never will. For some some reason that neither of us can fathom, you mean a great deal to me and always will.You have always had a place in my life, and I don’t think that will ever change, though that place might become quite small. Everyone has that one person in their life, and you will always be mine. Thank you for that, and for teaching me so much without even trying. Our timing was never right, but it was never meant to be.
Happy ‘Merica Day!! ✌❤🇺🇸
Just dropped babe off at the airport. I guess it’s just me and Klaus cuddling tonight. Or this morning to be more exact. I’m going to miss Taylor so much while he’s back at home, but I know he needs to be there and that this time apart will be good for us. It’s weird sleeping in his bed without him here, but he’ll be next to me soon.
I am in love with my best friend and it is the absolute best thing in the world. No matter what happens, he is always the person standing right behind me. He is the most amazing man in the world. He is the love of my life and my other half. He’s it for me.
I have literally been hiding out with my boyfriend in his apartment for the last two days. We surrendered our Wednesday to see Macklemore and only got up the next day to get egg works. We then stayed up all night doing nothing, and while I laid in bed at 4 in the morning, my boyfriend got us McDonald’s. Then today we got up and did pretty much nothing. All I’ve been doing is showering, wasting my phone battery, and watching storage wars. We have literally been living off of hot Cheetos, chocolate chip cookies, and smart waters. We don’t even know where his roommate is. Oh well. It’s been a good couple of days.
Today marks my boyfriend and I being together for eight months. It’s not a huge deal, but I love him so I thought I’d do something nice. I baked him some cookies and bought him a bunch of his favorite snacks. I thought it’d be cute to put little post it’s with cheesy things written on them on each item. It’s not much but I know he’ll appreciate it. It’s the little things that count. Little things make a relationship work.